Tuesday, 12 January 2010

The pain of losing.....

What is the pain of losing? Is it the feel of loss or the feel of strength that one has to go on with life. The night of 18th December 2009 made me realise this. Yeah, this is the ill fated night when i lost two of my friends and colleagues in a terrible car accident. 2 AM & i got the message that i have lost them & a couple more are battling for life. I was speechless for a moment. These are the same set of friends that i had spent a full day together with them one day back and someone is telling me that they are no more.

I am someone who has very very few set of friends in my life and when i lose them, i know GOD is taking my test. One of them was planning to throw a new year bash at his place on 31st Dec 2009 but that day turned out to be his Tehrvi.........Can LIFE be more mysterious than this????

I am down, I have lost faith, this is the kind of New year i spent.....After seeing my other friend battling with life in hospital, I could hardly control my tears....My heart is bleeding out for them...and their family.....I am crying from inside...I don't have the strength to take anymore of this.

GOD .........please help me if at all U exist.

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